The end of world

Don't got scared by the title. It's neither the end of the world nor the end of my world. Just things don't go that well.. And I'm not in the mood.. I feel depressed..

I'm sorry that I couldn't help in anything. I should've just go work during my sem break instead of staying at home. I'm sorry that I didn't comfort you.

I promise I will study really hard so that I I can come out to work earlier and help to reduce the burden.

Dad, I saw you crying alone. I wanna comfort you but.. I'm afraid that you will chase me away or I will cry along with you until things can't be ended up. I knew that things aren't going that well but since you got the things you need so let's think it in a positive way.

When I saw you crying, I feel so sad. Tears dripping off my eyes. I tried to hide up myself in my room so that you wouldn't see my tears. I knew you would be sadder if you saw me crying.

Dad, please don't give too much pressure to yourself. Things will turn better after some time. I will go and wok if I got holiday. I will cut down on expenses starting from now. I will learn how to eat bread and biscuits start from now. I will start to keep fit from now rather than eat so much snacks. I promise.

Dad and mum, please stay strong, because you have me beside you. <3