2nd post in a day

Yeah. My mum went out. She went to find her friend. I called her just now. And she talked to me.

"It's actually no big deal an if he keep on blame it on me I will just feel like I will be suffocated. I can't breath so I came out to talk to my friends. So I feel better now." She spoke to me while I'm sobbing.

She sensed that and she asked: "what happened? Are you crying?? What happened?"

I replied, " just.. Now.. Just now.. Dad.. Dad.." (I'm still sobbing)

I heard that she was a bit nervous, " what happened to dad?"

I replied, "I saw him crying just now." Then I burst out into tears AGAIN.

My mother asked, "is he ok now?" And I said yes, he is sleeping in the living room.

My mother:" it's actually not a big deal. Things can be settled in many ways. We can't just stay at there an regret with what we chose. We will live painfully if we just keep on regretting on our choice. So go and tell your dad, don't think too much on it since he had make his choice. You have to be strong, so don't cry." I actually cried even more when she told me not to cry because I was really sad when I saw my dad crying alone but I can do nothing.

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